many things seemed to be happening these few days. bad things and good things. really dunno where to begin and end. but nvm, i think i better choose not to say too much, maybe just briefly say through..
went to study at gekpoh mac with nankai, nicholas, sweeyan and jonjoe on thursday. halfway through received shocking news from stanley, seriously i was shocked. liyin's mother had just left the earth, )): seriously, i am very sad. it was because of operation infection and it cause an innocent life to be lost. y?! haiss. nvm, went to lan and played a while, thought of distressing and to release the shock too, but i failed. played for an hour and none of the games was well played, all lose. haiss. after that went to played badminton lor. maybe after sweating it out, i felt a bit better. but, i still cannot accept the fact.. nvm. went to ah ma house with jonjoe after that lor. friday, we dun have to report early, econs students only nid to report around 10plus, but i am sort of early. lols. actually meeting jonjoe de, but he was sicked. poor thing, take care! ok nvm. went to school for 2hr of emaths then went to bring my sister to vivo for movie le. we watching monster vs alien 3d. quite nice la, very funny. i seriously love the blue brainless creature. it is like damn cute la. hahas. ok, went ah ma house and then had my dinner. after that went home changed and off i went to liyin's mum wake. i still cannot accept the fact that she is gone.. hais, sort of unbelieveable.. helped to fold those jin zi. i think that is the only thing that we can help le. reached home around 10 plus and seriously have no mood to blog. felt sad, very very sad. many sad things are piling onto me. feel like killing myself..
saturday went to mac to study to prevent myself from thinking too much at home. i seem to enjoy myself outside. maybe because i am occupied and i wun have the time to think about unecessary stuff. went studying with nankai, cindy and chuenliang. did amaths today. ok la, can do ((: yea. saw them laughing at my jokes and it really brighten up my day. hahas. imitated how chuenliang laugh and they laughed. hahas. and seriously, nankai's and cindy's laughter are contagious. went home prepared and went for tkd. today's training was tough, but this allows to to really let out all those emotions that are being locked in me for the past few days. went home can't really sleep, slept around 2, with my eyes red.. o.O
today went studying again. talked with cindy and nick today too. studying and talking to friends seems to be the only thing that can keep me occupied. went to jp after that for a while to buy file and foolscap. went home ate my dinner and off i went to meet huishi at mac again. lols. always mac. hahas. saw algin and he messed up my hair 2 times. oh gosh, it was real messy. hahas. waited for chuenliang lor. he was blur la. hahas. he came in wanted to find us, but i was pointing a gun sign and covering my face and he can't c, he is really pajiao man. hahas. lols. went to look for him after that lor. then headed to liyin's mum wake. cl said that it was unbelieveable too when he reached there. haiss. went home around 8 plus with chuenliang lor. went to his house to clean myself with the water with leaves first. hahas. talked a lot on the way also. hahas. i noe your secret brother! hahas. ((: went home felt real bored, and i am alone again. haiss. lucky i am in time to catch the xiao zhu's performance in the charity show. oh man, he is real shuai la! ((: hahas. having school tomorrow, so i have to sleep now le. goodnight peeps ((: should not think too much anymore.. ^^
oh ya, its stefanie's birthday today.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEFANIE ((:
u said u cried when u made the decision, u said doing all these would make me happy, u said u felt sad.. haiss. is it true? some parts i dun think so. i am really tired le, really really tired. i had never felt so tired before.i dunno y i cried too. just hope u would be back soon.. i will be waiting..

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