Tired day. Frustrated day :(

GB today was kind of slack, in fact very slack. PT in the morning, I can't do due to medical reasons. Drill stage one mock test after that. All I can say is CUI! Am I too lenient in the past? Always giving them breaks? They are getting more and more over to my head now. Went to gave them the mock test with the aim in mind that it would be their gauge for the actual in, but it came out to be a total horror! Oh my god! People can move in the contingent, walk to fall in when I am already counting. Their sense of urgency is totally gone. Used to let them smile and joke a bit when doing drill, hoping that they would be much more serious when I need them to. But from my experience in today's case, I might have to consider again if I could give them these priviledges. Have to train their stamina too. March a bit longer and all of them have the looks as if its the end of world. Haiss.

We are a uniform group, we have a standard to follow. We are a uniform group, we should live as if we are in a same family. We are a uniform group, we should not takes thing for granted. We are a uniform group, we should expect the worst. Getting you all to march a bit longer is like wanting your lives. What is the problem? If your reason is because you slept late the previous night. Jolly well don't come to school. GB is a CCA, its a school activity. Please treat it like normal school day please? Everyone always go around saying the phrase "One for all, all for one." But who really understands the meaning of that phrase. When I saw people nodding their heads when the sentence "Would you be more happy if your own family members (CCAmates) gets into trouble?" was being asked, I was totally shocked. So this is what you people meant by "One for all, all for one."? This is so crappy. Helpers can even do it with you all, why do people still complain, we come to help, not to get punish with you all. Do you think we are happy scolding you all?! I tell you, totally no. When I opened my mouth and really shouts at your all, every sentence that came out of my mouth, I would feel hurt. I want the best out of you all. We are not here to tekan you all, we want you all to have fun too. But while having fun, please have your basic respect there too. When your teacher or anyone that is addressing you or scolding you. Please stand properly, I beg all of you. :( You peoplw are not shopping in orchard la please. So please do drills that are up to your standard. Now I just hope that you people would be able to pass the test then.

During GB, I slept, cos my medicine was taking its effect. If you anyone feel offended, I apologise. Sorry. I am totally tired today. Oh god. went for lunch then bible study. Help Ahliang do something that he should do himself, LOLS! Dinner after that then went home. Damn tired. And I am sleeping now. Cos my medicine is taking its effect again! HAISS. I shall sleep now.

Hope the girls can do well in drill, and I am going down to Westwood for the theory test for the girls. Like next friday?...... Please do well

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